I'm so tired of everything lately.
My finals start tomorrow, and even though I think I know the material, I'm afraid it won't be enough. I've been studying nonstop for the past few days. x_x I just want to do well.
Everyone is getting engaged over here.. it's the strangest feeling, I think it's moving too fast. And then, Destiny, asking me if I have a boyfriend or whatever. I told her school is my first priority, and she laughs and says "Oh, well, Randy is the most important thing in my life. Everything else is second to him."
And I'm sitting there, laughing to myself, thinking, 'How stupid can you be?' This is the girl that has always had a boyfriend, even when we were eight years old. The girl that has never been on her own. She wants to stay in Fox the rest of her life and just have children.
Sorry, I'm just not that type. And I hate it when I see my uncle boss my aunt around, and she does whatever he says, while he sits there doing nothing to help her with the kids.
Um.. if that were my husband, I would leave. -shot- I hate those girls that think 'love is everything'.
I sound so incredibly bitter right now, but it's the truth. Love isn't 'fun', it's a chore.
Maybe Destiny is lucky and reality will never find her. But I kind of hope it does. /sadist
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